cosmicsupernora

when i was not much younger than i am now-- high school, early college-- i wouldn't really cry. ever. i could recognize something was emotionally charged, or was stressful, or was lovely, but i would never shed a tear about it. i felt like an emotionless automaton, stoic and unfeeling. i lamented my apparent inability to let things move me.
having been on estrogen for a little over a year now, i am proud to say that this is no longer the case. today i teared up listening to Dreams of Our Generation from Rhythm Heaven Fever. i'll tear up reading my own writing, letting the emotions i'm pouring into my work move me the way i hope it moves others. life feels so much more impactful, and i feel like i'm properly living it rather than just coasting. the self-actualization i'm getting is so amazing. i love being a girl so, so much. i can't recommend being transgender enough.